Right Now..

I guess that being sick for a day or a week or a month is the best way to know how you feel towards others and things..I guess these deep feelings that we are trying so much to hide can find their way to the surface when we are sick or when our hormones are missed up.

It's so funny to wish for someone to be far away from you...to be in a prison for instance... and then when that wish come true..you are in constant relation with this person that you will even spend hours thinking of  ways to entertain them from inside the prison... Is it a deeper wish to enjoy their life in far away place from you ?
yet, it feels so sad to hear them say that they are actually "living" in prison...

Lying is tough because telling your lie constantly force you to remember all the details over and over again..and since we can not then we are doomed to be caught...it's easier to just tell the truth...
the worst kind of lying is to lie because you fear people might condemned your life style...so you are doomed both way..