First day of not fasting

It'sthe first day of Ramadan that i didn't fast. no, it's not my period , it's my diabetic.

I was so so so thirsty i couldn't continue, it's the first Ramadan since i knew i was diabetic, and although i can and probably should not be fasting, but decided against it. My mother is a role model for me with such things, she is diabetic and continue to fast for years now, though i was one of the people who tried their best to convince her not to.

Yes now i know why my father can't, too.

The problem is that no matter how many amount of water i drink, it feels nothing, like a dry plant who continue to be so through all the rain.