It's been almost two month -one day short- since i have been around. At first it was confusion over the death of my aunt and everything goes with it. And then it was a decision to reflect on my life, you know the typical decisions that come with big events in our life.
There are so many things i want to change in me, cuz i know now that it's not in my hand to change my life, my surroundings. I will always be in this big prison with this fucked up family so if you can not change the world, try to change yourself, right? .
The problem is -which i knew long time ago and it was a reminder this time- you can not just isolate yourself and start to right your plan on a piece of paper and then come back to life to following that plan.
And i am not good at sitting on the corner deep in my thoughts thinking of what to keep and what to change.
it was not all a failure. I did learn some lessons and learn how to deal with some fucking annoying people by being with them not hiding away from them.
I still think that i need to change a lot in me to have a better life, a life i can call my own, don't we all? .
But what i knew for sure these two months is that you can not live your life by being away from it !!!
"The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step."
BalasHapusYou have just made the first step. Just keep adding more steps and you will reach your goal. Good luck.
Welcome back.
"But what i knew for sure these two months is that you can not live your life by being away from it !!!"
BalasHapusYou're so right,the only solution is to cope! and believe me I tried to just stay away from such people but you just can't,that's too perfect to happen lol
Who cares the important thing is that you're back:D ,missed you Foof <3
wc back sweety. wallah i miss u.
BalasHapusSilla
Welcome back ya amar we missed u a lot here...I know it's very hard to change ur self but at least u r trying :)
BalasHapusgood luck 7bebti
الحمدلله على السلامه وفاء
BalasHapusافتقدتك جدا
ربنا يهدي بالك ويسعدك ويصلج امورنا جميع ان شاء الله
أنا بقول الساحة البوجرية منورة كتير اليوم
BalasHapusوالله يا وفاء قلقنا عليكي، الحمد لله انك بخير، يالله بدون كسل اشتقنا لتدويناتك العالمية الصور الحلوة اللي بتجبيها من كل أنحاء العالم والمقالات اللي بتخاطب الانسانية كلها وليست حكر على مجتمع بحد ذاته
لساتني عند رأي اللي حكيتلك يا زمان، انو مدونتك عالمية فلا تعيدها وفاء وتنقطعي عن التدوين مرة تانية
:)
نورت نورت يا وفاء
would u blv ,, I was meaning to send u a guest post to "try" to convince u to come back :)
BalasHapusweeeeeeeeeeeelcome back wafa2
Welcome back, Wafa'!
BalasHapusIndeed, one advances most in happiness and more positive interactions by being engaged in the world and with positive others. One does need a number of strategies with the annoying people, including avoiding innecessary contact, and survival strategies for necessary contact. One overarching strategy is to choose to spend time with new friends with similar ideals and interests. That helps build one's reserves as well as general well-being.
Again, welcome back, and here's to new beginnings! :D
Saleh,
BalasHapusindeed it is. And i am glad to start somewhere and sometime.
Thank you for kind words :)
Rain,
BalasHapusi missed you so much sweetie :)
And you are right "that's too perfect to happen" lol
Thank you dear for the kind words :)
Farsilla,
BalasHapusmissed you too dear :)
And thanks a lot :)
Whisper,
BalasHapusYes, i am trying :)
And thank you sweetie for the kind words and support, i have missed you a lot :)
نادر
BalasHapusما اقدر اوصفلك قد ايش دعمك و تشجيعك بيسعدوني و الله
:)
الآن على الاقل تعرف لو شويه كيف صار فينا لما انسحبت انت شويه كمان, يلا بلاش نعودها الاتنين
الله يعطيك العافية
:)
Haitham,
BalasHapusThanks for the thought, and the kind words brother, they mean a lot to me :)
Chiara,
BalasHapusFirst of all, have i ever told you how i love your comment and how helpful they are to me :)
Thanks a lot my dear :)
naysan,
BalasHapusسامحيني عديت تعليقك
الله يسعدك حبيبتي و يعطيك كل الخير زي يارب
شكرا ياعسل
:)
Welcome back! I thought of you often and hoped you were well. Really happy to see you again and hear how your almost two months away went. :)
BalasHapusWelcome back, Wafa'. I missed you!! xoxox
BalasHapusAwwww welcome back sweetheart! Missed you a lot! Especially all of your encouraging quotes etc. Hope you're finding the path that is right for you.
BalasHapusSusanne,
BalasHapusYou were one of the first to have sent me checking on my well being and i can never thank you enough for your concern sweetie, they mean a lot to me :)
Dr.N,
BalasHapusMissed you too Dr. :)
Thank you for your kind words :)
Becky,
BalasHapusThank you dear for all the kind words and support :), you have been missed a lot too. And glad that things are going your way there, hope it will always be great for you :)